One small step...

Today I awoke at 6am, on a friends sofa and wrapped in what I remember to be a Barbie themed sleeping bag. Altercations with parents meant that returning to my house when I came home this weekend would have lead to my head being impaled upon a broom handle and erected in the front garden, for all to see.

I caught the 6:59 back to university, to meet with my Course Tutor at 9 so that we can discuss my resits. This was a big step for me, I'm actually taking direct control over my education, and although it was a small step, it was significant. I organised and attended a meeting concerning my education, FML. It's not important for me to pass the year so that I can continue next year as I will be leaving to study new A levels, but I feel a duty to my ever-loving and supportive parents.

Good news now, a dear friend of mine from school has spoken to his Ward Consultant father who works at a prestigious university hospital in London about work experience for your's truly. This is indeed exciting, I know to many this seems arbitrary, but to me it's nothing short of what opiates are to the common skaghead.

I am currently sat in a sort-of quiet study area, some Eastern Bloc students are discussing something in hard-toned accents and dialect, so I have no way of knowing if they are discussing the intricate workings of their group assignment, or if they are heatedly debating the Peter-Jordan split. A mystery I shall never know.

Okay I have an already late Personal Development Profile to finish up and hand in. It has reminded my why I hate Marketing... It's fucking pointless.

Messy

And so we begin...

...I say we, it's more I at the moment. As a matter of fact I expect it to be so for a while, what with me being so... not negative, more realistic.

I see this blog as "A Cyberspace jar for thoughts and feelings," basically it gives my thoughts and feelings somewhere to go other than my mind, circulating and toying with me. It will also serve as a progress tracker on my journey to becomming a Medical student. I have a long way to go, but God willing I'll bloody well get there. I will need this so that I can organise what I'm doing, also if I keep up this blog it can serve as a "Long term commitment" on my application... Genius!

When there is news, you shall recieve.

Messy